When I was in high school, I fell in love with a girl (sort of) who didn’t like people smoking.
I don’t smoke; not that I would even if I never met this girl… but sometimes when I saw people smoking, I thought of her, and I know that I’m still keeping a simple promise that I made to myself long ago… and it feels good.
Not sure how she thinks about smoking these days… people change. Who knows, her current boyfriend might be quite a heavy smoker, that will be pretty ironic.
There was a girl I liked when I was much younger, I did everything stupid to get her attention, but missed the most crucial part for being too coward to ask her out.
Life goes on, haven’t seen her for years.. I feel a bit weird thinking back, feeling a bit stupid, a bit embarassment, a bit of regrets and perhaps a bit of everything.
There’s a proverb that says that.. people will rarely regret on things they did, but regret on what they didn’t. So true.
I wonder what will happen if I did ask her out, but guess I’ll never know.
The man loves the woman, the woman can’t love him.
A woman loves the man, the man love the woman who can’t love him.
In the end the man marry another woman, who has no love for him, and he doesn’t love her.
A friend called me at 3am, she was feeling sad over a broken 6-year relationship that happened a few months ago.. we went out for a few hours of chat and it left me a lot of things to ponder about love.
I’m probably not the best person to give the girl any advice, all I can do is to listen, lend her my shoulder and give her a hug when needed.
7 years ago.. I sent a bouquet of flowers to a girl, turned out that my best buddy was trying to date her as well. She asked us both to go out together, which we hesitated.. in the end all 3 of us spent our Valentine’s Day alone.
6 years ago.. I sent a note to a girl I had a crush on, and asked for a date, she never replied. For the next 4 months I had a feeling that she turned and ran everytime she saw me from a distance.
What is love? Just saw a Korean drama from tv.. and thought of a real story..
My friends, 2 of them were my classmates. They had been together as couple for 7 years, many of us expected them to marry pretty soon.. but last month they broke apart. Reason being the guy had found his dream girl which is destined to be the one.. and thus he had to make a “heartbroken” decision to end their 7 years relationship to pursue his destined love.
So “when was the last time I was in love?”.. I don’t know why I suddenly asked myself this question.
Since adulthood (I considered I reached that at 13 btw) I had a few crushes along the way, but never seriously commited in any..
Have my lunch with my mum yesterday…
Mum: “son oh son, when u r lookin for a job? when r u going to get a gurlfren, when r u getting married, when r u having kids?”
jee (that’s me): (thinking how to make more money)
mum: “are you listening arhh boy?”
jee: “yes…” (but still thinking about making money)
mum: “you day day sit in front of computer how to get a girlfriend?”
jee: “… (still thinking about money but start to think about my mother’s question)